#55 SOMEONE LIKE YOU

Včasih nekateri ljudje vstopijo v naša življenja tako nepričakovano. Vstopijo tako usodno, da ti naenkrat pomenijo veliko, morda celo preveč. Prižgejo iskrice v naših najtemnejših delih, kjer je že nekaj časa vse temno in pusto. Ali se to zgodi zaradi vsakdanjega dolgčasa in rutine ali zaradi posebne energije, ki jo nosijo s sabo? Odgovora ne vem. V teh trenutkih se zgodi tisto nekaj, kar imamo vsi radi in si vsi želimo. Vsi si želimo biti ljubljeni, spoštovani in priznani s strani nekoga drugega. Občasno pa se ta sveža občutja (pre)hitro zaključijo. Takrat si želimo, da se to sploh ne bi zgodilo in bi se življenje vrnilo nazaj na stare tirnice. Hkrati pa se naše misli še vedno vračajo nazaj na te lepe trenutke in si te želijo spoznati še enkrat.

// Sometimes some people come in our lives so unexpectedly. They come in so fatal, and they suddenely mean a lot to you, maybe even too much. They light sparkles in the darkest parts of us, where everything is some time already dark and deserted. Is this happen beacaus of everyday monotony and rutine or beacuase of some special energy they have? I don't know the answer. But this moment give us something what we all love and wish. We all want to be loved, respected and being confessed by someone else. occasionally those beautiful fresh feelings end (too) soon.  Than we hope that this wouldn't happen and we want our life return back to the old track. But at the same time our thoughts keep return to those beautiful moments and want to meet you again. 

#46 POSITIVE THINKING

Obstajajo ljudje, ki vedno razmišljajo pozitivno in obstaja druga skupina, ki pogosto vse vidi negativno. Sama sebe žal precej pogosto najdem v tej drugi skupini. To ni dobro ne zame niti za ljudi okrog mene. Osebe z večinoma negativnim razmišljanjem, si predstavljajo težave tam, kjer jih ni ali pa si predstavljajo težave večje, kot so v resnici. Pogosto vidijo negativne razplete situacij.  Po poslušanju nekaj TEDx govorov sem prišla tudi do spoznanja, da je veliko težje spremeniti negativno mišljenje v pozitivnega kot obratno. Obstaja pa rešitev. Če vsak dan razmislimo ali še bolje zapišemo dogodke, ki so se nam zdeli dobri in smo hvaležni za njih, lahko spremenimo svoje mišljenje in postanemo bolj pozitivni. Razlika je samo v tem ali gledamo na svet skozi črna očala ali pa raje posežemo po roza. Želim ti lep dan in ne pozabi biti pozitiven, saj dobro privlači dobro.

// There are people who always think positive and there is another group of people, who often sees things negative. Unfortunately, I find myself quite often in the second group.  This is not good for me nor for people around me. People with mainly negative thinking, see problems anywhere and imagine problems bigger than they really are. They often see negative disentanglement of the situation.  After listening to a few TEDx Talks I realize it is much harder to change negative thinking into the positive than vice versa. But there is a solution. If we think about or even better to write down events every day, which we see as positive and we are grateful for them, we can change our thinking and become more positive. The difference is only in this whether  we are looking at the world through black glasses or pink one. Have a nice day and don't forget to be positive, because good attract good. 

#34 LAST DAY OF MAY

Danes je zadnji dan mojega najljubšega meseca. Ob koncu maja vedno čutim neke vrste žalost. Res je, da prihaja pravo poletje, pa vendar se končujejo dnevi, ki so meni najljubši. Samo v tem času je narava tako polna življenja. Zjutraj se oglašajo ptiči, čez dan in proti večeru je v ušesih glasba murenčkov, ponoči pa nastopi poseben mir. Ne znam povedati, vendar sem v tem času resnično zaljubljena vanjo in hkrati čutim veliko hvaležnost, da lahko živim v tem čudovitem prostoru. Včasih je težko opisati svoje občutke, ampak, ker so resnični, upam, da se jih čuti skozi zapisane besede. Zadnje čase pa mi daje veliko za misliti tudi dejstvo, da čas beži z neomejeno hitrostjo. Dnevi, tedni in meseci gredo mimo, za njimi pa ostajajo zgolj spomini. Težko je živeti v trenutku, ker le-ta mine tako hitro. Ravno zaradi tega se mi zdi pomembno, da preživljamo kakovosten čas. Pri tem imam posebej v mislih prosti čas. Včasih ga rada preživljam v samoti, včasih pa v ožji družbi, v družbi, ki mi pomeni največ – moji družini in ob nekaterih drugih ljudeh, ki so mi zelo blizu. Proste dni rada izkoristim od zgodnjega jutra naprej. Zjutraj mi paše biti sama s sabo, s svojimi mislimi in občutki. V tem času tudi rada začutim naravo okoli sebe, jo občudujem, ji prisluhnem in zgolj uživam v danem trenutku. Čez dan navadno postanem bolj družabna, saj se rada več pogovarjam. Prosti dnevi mi vlijejo veliko energije in me nekako izpolnjujejo. Najlepše je živeti mirne dni. Želim si, da bi jih bilo veliko.

// Today is the last day of my favorite month. Every year at the end of May I feel some kind of sadness. It is true that the summer is starting, but at the same time that means the end of my favorite days. The nature is so vivid and full of life only at this time of the year. At morning there are birds singing, during the day and at the afternoon we can listen to the songs of crickets and at the night time special peace occurs. I can't describe with words, but I am really in love with nature during that time and I feel a great gratitude that I can live in this beautiful space. Sometimes it is not easy to describe our own feelings, but because they are real, I hope you can feel them through the written words. I'm thinking recently a lot about the fact, that the time is passing by with unlimited speed. Days, weeks and months are passing by really fast leaving behind only the memories. It is hard to live in the moment when it is over so fast. Because of that I find it important to live a quality time. I mean especially  the free time. I like to be with my own sometimes and sometimes with my narrower company, in company who means the most to me – my family and some other people with who I am really close to. I like to make good use of free days from the morning ahead. At mornings I like to be on my own, with my thoughts and feelings. At that time I like to feel the nature around me, admire it, listen to it and just enjoy the given moment. During the day I become more sociable and usually I like to talk with others. Free days give me a lot of energy and make me whole again. The most beautiful are free days. I wish, there will be a lot of them.

#15 SHADING

Tudi današnja slika je v sivinah, narisana zgolj s svinčniki. Lahko bi jo asociirali tudi z današnjim vremenom, ki je bilo prav podobno. Nebo je bilo večinoma sivo in manjkale niso niti dežne kaplje. Risbe, ki so nastale nekaj časa nazaj navadno nekoliko analiziram. To se mi sploh ne zdi slaba ideja, saj se tako lahko samo izboljšam. Na risbi sem se predvsem posvetila senčenju obraza. Če bi jo risala še enkrat, bi se zagotovo malo več časa zadržala pri risanju las. Kot celota pa vseeno deluje dobro. Mogoče kdo prepozna osebo na sliki?

// Today's illustration is only in shades of grey. Only pencils were used. We can asociate it with today's weather, because it was pretty much the same. The sky was almost entire in grey and there were also some rain drops. One thing I often do is that I analize my drawings, which were made some time ago. I find out that by doing so, I can become a better drawer. I spend a lot of time on face's shading. If I draw this once again, I will certainly dedicate a little more time on the hair part of the illustration. As a whole, it seems to me that it's well made. Maybe is there someone, who recognize this girl?

                          (Skener žal popači sivine. //Scanner distorts shades.)