Sprehajala sem se po mestu. Veseli december je
že razodeval vse svoje čare. Žareče lučke sijejo z okoliških dreves in stavb.
Nekaj lučk so spretni delavci postavili tudi nad trge in ulice. Vse je videti
čarobno in pravljično. Iz majhnih lesenih hišic vije vonj po čaju in kuhanem
vinu. Vonj cimeta, klinčkov in vsega sladkega. Opazujem ljudi. Videti so
srečni, zadovoljni in veseli. Družijo se. Nekateri pari se držijo za roke, se
poljubljajo in si v ušesa šepečejo besede, ki so namenjene samo drug drugemu.
Nekateri so v družbi prijateljev. Veselo se pogovarjajo, obujajo skupne
doživete trenutke in se na vsake toliko glasno zasmejijo v en glas. Morali so
doživeti res nekaj lepega! Ko pogledam v izložbe vidim lučke v notranjosti
trgovin, ljudi, ki se motajo med policami in oglase, kaj vse lahko kupimo
svojim najbližjim in najdražjim. Ja, veseli december je v polnem zamahu! Na
ulici zagledam tudi mlado žensko, ki se drži mladega moškega. Lepo sta urejena in videti zaljubljena. Pri
punci vidim, da je vijoličen plašček nekoliko preveč napet. Pod srcem nosi novo
bitje, otročička, ki je sad njune ljubezni. Veseli me, da sta videti srečna,
zadovoljna in zaljubljena drug v drugega in v življenje. Oči se jima svetijo od
ponosa in vseh lučk v bližini. Pomislim na moje prijateljice, ki so rodile
oziroma so že/še v pričakovanju. V mislih vsem, zaželim srečo, da so ljubljene
in njihovi otročički zdravi. Sama pa vseeno pomislim, da zame še ni ta čas in
bom raje nekaj časa še ostala v obliki v kateri sem sedaj. Za druge občutke in trenutke imam še čas.
// I was walking down the street. Happy December
already revealed all its charms. Glowing lights shining from the trees and
buildings around me. Some of this Christmas lights and Christmas illuminations are placed above the squares and streets.
Skilled workers set all this beautiful images.
Everything seems magical and fairy. From small wooden houses meandering
smell of tea and mulled wine. The smell of cinnamon, cloves, and all sweet. I'm
watching people. They look satisfied and happy. They are hanging out. Some
couples holding hands, kissing and whisper words in the ears, that are intended only to each other. Some of
people are in the group of friends. They are talking cheerful, restoring common
experience, and every once they all together laugh loud. Probably they
experienced something really nice! When I look through the shop window I see
lights inside the stores, people who potter around the shelves and ads about
what you can buy to your nearest and dearest. Yeah, happy December is in full
swing! On the street I see a young woman who hold a young man. They are
well-dressed and I can feel love between
them. I notice that girl's purple coat is a bit too tight. Under her heart
grows a new creature, the baby, who is
the result of their love. I am pleased that they look happy, satisfied and in
love with each other and with life. Them eyes shine with pride and from all the
lights in the nearness. I think to all my girlfriends who gave birth or they are already / still expecting. In my mind I
wish everyone, good luck to be loved and their babies healthy. However I think
that for me is not this time, yet. I
will rather stay in the "form" in which I am now . I have still time
for this other feelings and moments.
